I’m not trans as in I want to swap to the other side of the binary, but rather am trans like the binary doesn’t exist. I’m not trans like ‘something is wrong with me’. I’m trans and I recognize this is how I’m meant to be. I’m not trans like I want to pass as a cishet man. I’m trans like I want to be able to ejaculate with make up on. I’m not trans like I used to identify with my mom and suddenly I decided I was more like my dad. I’m trans like I have my mothers eyes and my fathers height and tits somehow from my aunt. I’m trans like government forms don’t include me. I’m trans like my friends call me king and my mom calls me my birth name. I’m trans but my parents love me. I’m trans and Trump misrepresented me. I’m trans and I dance to Sophie and cry to Atlas. I’m not trans and fully able to be myself. I’m trans and I will never tell my grandmother. I’m not trans like my parents think trans to be. I’m trans and I used to black out and cry wishing I were a boy. I’m not trans as a negative. I’m trans and coming out was the best thing that I’ve done. I’m not trans like Caitlin Jenner. I’m trans and when I fight for my voice I am fighting for all of us. I’m not trans like I hate myself. I’m trans and I love myself. I’m not trans like I want attention. I’m trans like I am allowed it.